Monday, September 20, 2010

torn

i am torn between two worlds.  i have just about reached the half way point in my Canada trip!  it's so hard to believe, i never expected to settle in so quickly or easily.
i am so not ready to leave yet but i feel like january is going to be here in a second and then i'm going to have to go.  i am unsure of what to do!!  canada has my heart now too...........maybe because of the people that i have been so blessed by here, maybe because of the canadian blood in me and my heritage here, maybe because parts of it remind me of home.  I don't know.  but i know i am torn and have some big decisions to make in the next few months.

3 comments:

  1. no pressure....BUT STAY HERE! DON'T LEAVE ME! My heart can't take losing my little kiwi.

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  2. Canada is amazing huh? And it is hard to want to leave a place where you feel good! But take the way you are feeling, and think why are you feeling like this? internalise it! you need to feel good about yourself wherever you are, if that makes sense?

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